Had a pretty fabulous day with the crush but went to a party tonight and girls were hanging on them hardcore. Feeling weird and conflicted. But today didn’t mean we’re together or anything so it’s fine. Hey, I kissed (though not made out with) some of the pretty girls that I usually kiss at parties… so why? ugh. Stupid. This is why I don’t like crushes and suck at relationships.
Question mark for life commentary?